Happy Birthday...*updated*

to this 2 important person in my life:-

3rd august - Mom's besday

the reason this blog exist - to share my preparations with her since i stay apart from my family. sobs.
Sumtimes words and pictures describe things better.
Love you Mak!!

Another 1 is to the future husband!
Hiks~

5th august - Bf's besday

Thanks for always being there for me. We've been tru alot of things together.

And i think by now u know my do's and don'ts so well rite?

Same goes another way round.

8 years for being together is not a short period.
I believe trust, patient, and toleration are the key values that bring us this far.

2 more months until we become husband n wife.
Lets pray everythg will be smooth as what we have plan. :)
Although i can sense there will be alot of upcoming dramas. *sniff sniff*
But please, if possible lets do our very best okie?

Luv you!

Photos: My 2nd session of Pre-wedding
Edited: by me
Photographer: will review later. :)

p/s: Sorry guys yeah i do private this blog temporary today for lil personal matter.

Being charming.

Entry ni off sikit pasal kengkawin stuffs.
hehe
Just want to post this stuffs so that i wont forget why do i like him dat much and stay in this so long relationship like almost 8 years? hiks.

During in first - two years for being together
He knew that i hate taugeh that he helped to seperate the taugeh for me everytime there's taugeh in my food..

After 8 years being together
He still seperate the taugeh for me and helped to eat all of them tho i didn't i asked him to do so.

I think that's charming.
Sumtimes im being not grateful by said "y la im short and have a round face and not pretty. herms nanti kawin i tak cantik camner."
Haha then he replied. "it's ok u have pesona that people will keep wants to look at u"
auww i think dats sweet to still be able to listen to that even after 8 years being together.

I always told him before.
I always think u will fall for free hair girls who's hot u know. huhu
Then he replied; "What for. Im looking for a wife."
wuhuuuu.

But just like i told my friends.
Charming is 1 thing.
Being sweet is 1 thing.
But ur partner must have quality as a good guy. Good husband.

When im down and upset, he able to advise me with some kisah2 nabi, isteri2 nabi and those things.
I never thought that would come from him.
I think thats charming.

He never asked any birthday gifts for all this years. Never.
He knew i couldn't afford pricey gifts yet im trying my best each year to give some meaningful gifts coz the stuffs that i got from him were priceless.
Yet all he asked when he went work outstation, "can u please bought me all the Mcds colorful glasses?"
I think dats sweet. but at the end i able to bought him only 2 glasses tho i have to took Large McD set that i knew i cant eat them all. pheww.

There's 1 time he went oversea with his friends.
When he returned he bought me alot of nice things that i still cant believe it why he being so nice and he knew my taste well. ahaha u see i only read about gud bf in novels or see them in movies but never thought i had the best.

Lately we dun have time to go for movies anymore and hardly go for any proper date.
We lost track whats the latest movies and all as getting busy with alot of things lately.
But dat doesn't matter as long the phone still ringing every nite and we able to update each other on our daily stuffs.

Anyway,
Hope our big day goes well.
Hope this relationship last long.
We almost there. :)
117 more days.

30 hari menunggu cinta...

 Nikmat jumpa ketam tak terkata~ setelah hampir 2 tahun tak makan.
tp takleh beat ketam masak lemak by my mom. dats da best. i miss her cooking! wuwuuu

 nikmat steamboat - kuah tomyam tp slack a bit. tomyam tak berapa marvelous.

 sayang, pose for my blog please.

 ohs sorry guys. He never listen to me.

 Okei hampir siap~

^_^

Actually this kinda farewell lunch last weekend.
Will see him again for next 30 days starting from today as he went travel again to...

 this country.

But im ok with it. He went there because of tuntutan kerja. huhu
If i got the opportunity like him, i will go too.
Malangnyerh, designers jarang dapat pergi travel like that.

So tell your siblings, sisters and brothers dun be designer.
coz u cant travel around the world.
unless u r fashion designer.

ok y im membebel again?

nway this song dedicate to him.
tiba2 terlayan this song by Jewel:

Dreams last so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.

n i know i will listen to this song every nite until he comes back tho the lyrics more suitable for married couples.
I love this song because it sounds so honest.
*Jiwang mode*
*Crying mode*

I dunno how any LDR (Long distance relationship) couples deal with this everyday.
You guys are simply amazing.

 

Alif

 Alif Ba Ta.
Nama dia start dengan huruf Alif.
Tak sangka dulu baca Alif Ba Ta rupa2nyerh nama bakal suami adalah Alif.
Patutla dulu mak n abah sangka ingatkan da besar saya jd ustazah sbb saya kecik2 adalah seorang yg sangat sopan santun baik dan comel. Dorg yang cakap tak tipu.
Tp perangai sopan santun tuh sekejap jer.
Lepas masuk sekolah pengaruh rakan sebaya, lenyap dah perangai sopan tuh diganti dengan suka rebel.
Rebel tp masih sopan. :p

Abah selalu cakap jangan bagi 100% kat love nanti diri sendiri kecewa.
So i try my best to keep dat in my mind.
Try tak sayang dia 100%.
Daa. kamon. how can u count da percentage of love? hehe.
All i knew is he makes me cry everytime we fight. He makes me laugh with his stupid jokes.
He completes me.

My resolutions for 2011 are - I hope my weight wont exceed 45kg so dat i can looks nice in my wed dress. 2nd - I want to learn new skills. Tak kisahla masak or anythg. Hehe. I got few plans and i hope i will 100% put my effort into it.

When ask him just now what's his resolution, he simply said "I just want to have a wife".
I think dats kinda sweet. n i dun care if he just tease me. I still think it's sweet. :p

This few days Ive been busy meeting few fashion designers.
Yes i have decided to custom made my wedding dresses due to few factors.
but bukan rizalman la of course. biasa2 jerh.
So far i met 4 but i like the 3 of them.
What i like about my bf is he being so supportive to go along with me to meet those designers and really show his interest towards the wedding thgy.
Alhamdulillah semoga dipermudahkan semuanya dan semoga takda drama kat baju2 kahwin ku.
I haven't decide yet. InsyaAllah lagi 2-3 ari i think i able to make decision to choose who.

For me, baju dan makeup adalah penting. Lepas 2 benda ni settle awal, i can concentrate on the others.
Alot of things lately in my mind - pindah rumah, kejer2 freelance, wedding preparations sumtimes i think can i do it all together?

But i think i can as long i put efforts in everything dat i do.
I takkan bagi alasan tak cukup masa sbb saya sangat bertuah waktu ofis yang sangat2 flexible.
Datang kerja pukul 10 balik pukul 6. Kerja manjang tak byk. Boss pulak bukan jenis busybody.
So i think masa bukan penghalang. Yang penting macam mana i use the 24 hours properly.

Wedding is a big thing and cost alot of money too.
Proper plans needed from earlier so dat no big dramas and no tears can ruin da big day.
Just imagine you and your partner join Amazing Race.
Alot of challenges you need to face in order to reach the final destination.
Kena ada sefahaman, communication yang bagus, hormat menghormati dan saling support each other.
Sama2 cari jalan untuk future. Kalau niat kita baik, InsyaAllah Tuhan akan permudahkan jalan tuh. Yang penting berusaha. Jangan harap lelaki jerh nk settle smerk bender2 major.
Sekarang semua benda pon mahal. Apa salah nyer sama2 cari duit. Sementara muda, cuba cari duit lebih sket dengan buat macam2 side business.

Good luck to all brides to be for 2011.
Hope all the preparations goes well next year.
Semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan dipermudahkan semuanya.
InsyaAllah.

Muka heppi office declare half day sbb christmas. :)