Alif

 Alif Ba Ta.
Nama dia start dengan huruf Alif.
Tak sangka dulu baca Alif Ba Ta rupa2nyerh nama bakal suami adalah Alif.
Patutla dulu mak n abah sangka ingatkan da besar saya jd ustazah sbb saya kecik2 adalah seorang yg sangat sopan santun baik dan comel. Dorg yang cakap tak tipu.
Tp perangai sopan santun tuh sekejap jer.
Lepas masuk sekolah pengaruh rakan sebaya, lenyap dah perangai sopan tuh diganti dengan suka rebel.
Rebel tp masih sopan. :p

Abah selalu cakap jangan bagi 100% kat love nanti diri sendiri kecewa.
So i try my best to keep dat in my mind.
Try tak sayang dia 100%.
Daa. kamon. how can u count da percentage of love? hehe.
All i knew is he makes me cry everytime we fight. He makes me laugh with his stupid jokes.
He completes me.

My resolutions for 2011 are - I hope my weight wont exceed 45kg so dat i can looks nice in my wed dress. 2nd - I want to learn new skills. Tak kisahla masak or anythg. Hehe. I got few plans and i hope i will 100% put my effort into it.

When ask him just now what's his resolution, he simply said "I just want to have a wife".
I think dats kinda sweet. n i dun care if he just tease me. I still think it's sweet. :p

This few days Ive been busy meeting few fashion designers.
Yes i have decided to custom made my wedding dresses due to few factors.
but bukan rizalman la of course. biasa2 jerh.
So far i met 4 but i like the 3 of them.
What i like about my bf is he being so supportive to go along with me to meet those designers and really show his interest towards the wedding thgy.
Alhamdulillah semoga dipermudahkan semuanya dan semoga takda drama kat baju2 kahwin ku.
I haven't decide yet. InsyaAllah lagi 2-3 ari i think i able to make decision to choose who.

For me, baju dan makeup adalah penting. Lepas 2 benda ni settle awal, i can concentrate on the others.
Alot of things lately in my mind - pindah rumah, kejer2 freelance, wedding preparations sumtimes i think can i do it all together?

But i think i can as long i put efforts in everything dat i do.
I takkan bagi alasan tak cukup masa sbb saya sangat bertuah waktu ofis yang sangat2 flexible.
Datang kerja pukul 10 balik pukul 6. Kerja manjang tak byk. Boss pulak bukan jenis busybody.
So i think masa bukan penghalang. Yang penting macam mana i use the 24 hours properly.

Wedding is a big thing and cost alot of money too.
Proper plans needed from earlier so dat no big dramas and no tears can ruin da big day.
Just imagine you and your partner join Amazing Race.
Alot of challenges you need to face in order to reach the final destination.
Kena ada sefahaman, communication yang bagus, hormat menghormati dan saling support each other.
Sama2 cari jalan untuk future. Kalau niat kita baik, InsyaAllah Tuhan akan permudahkan jalan tuh. Yang penting berusaha. Jangan harap lelaki jerh nk settle smerk bender2 major.
Sekarang semua benda pon mahal. Apa salah nyer sama2 cari duit. Sementara muda, cuba cari duit lebih sket dengan buat macam2 side business.

Good luck to all brides to be for 2011.
Hope all the preparations goes well next year.
Semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan dipermudahkan semuanya.
InsyaAllah.

Muka heppi office declare half day sbb christmas. :)